Rabu, 11 Oktober 2017

It is

it is crazy to realize that i felt all the comfort i could get when i was with you.

in days and midnights, from dusk till dawn, in every moment we could cherish together—i fell in too deep. i fell in love with the cheesiest thing you had done and of course with all the amazing things i had never expected to experience with you.

from every meet up we planned, the video and phone calls we did, until the most random messages we exchanged. i was holding on to that, i clinged to it like it was all a part of my life that i could not let go.

i enjoyed the warmth not only from our tight hugs, but also from your mature thoughts when we did an argument. i even enjoyed the coldness you gave to me by your presence, and from the words that you never meant to say to me but said it anyway.

all the laughters and tears, all the jokes and deep talks, all the problems and dreams, and the attentions we shared. it was never an awkward thing to do and say to you. comfortable is the only label i can use to describe all of our conversations.

it is crazy to realize that i could do literally anything with you, and we could talk about everything with each other;

except for love and how we feel (about each other).

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